Ups and Down

grace, sweet grace

gathers those fallen

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hurting

so hurting

i am hurting

can't stand up

doubting

so doubting

i am doubting

won't look up

falling

so falling

i am falling

can't find up

gracious

so gracious

You are gracious

brought me up

humbled

so humbled

i am humbled

face bowed down

oh music...

Either:

a) I'm not perfect, yet a perfectionist.

b) songwriting is really, really difficult.

That being said, I'm writing some songs and I'm trying to finish them to share with the world (ok, 10 people tops) but it's freaking hard.

Also, I'm a perfectionist. I've scrapped so many songs in the last 2 years. They just didnt work. Some songs were only music, others were a chorus... a few even, whole songs with verses, bridges and choruses. But after a few days, if I'd think it's crap - poof GONE!

Anyway, welcome to the agony of 1:20am Brendan.